Really now?

So, I thought I would put this to the test... Well, more like putting my self to the test. I want to try to put my thoughts down on the computer so I can really see what is going on upstairs.

First off, my friends. This, however, does not include my sisters at all. I'm talking about my friends from back home. The ones that don't actually bother to contact me at all. I seem to be the only one putting any effort into any of the friendships. That absolutely kills me. I didn't talk to my best friend for close to 3 weeks. I just got tired of it. She is quite capable of calling me, or sending me a text message. I don't have to be the only one.
Another friend is the same way. I send him a text often, usually at night, but also through out the day. Why am I the only one that seems to bother to care? The three of us were inseparable, but things changed so much and it kills me. (Also, don't forget who your boyfriend is, dear friend. I don't want to have to witness you being disgusting with someone other than your boyfriend.)

Another friend, one that i hadn't talked to since I graduated, also is in this boat. Why am I the one sending messages? You could send me one every now and then. Especially after what you revealed to me. I mean, really? If you wanted it to ever go anywhere, making an effort is necessary. You are epic failing if you want it to. In fact, you lose points a lot.

Okay. That is what I needed to say right now. I'll do more, hopefully, tomorrow.
I hope you sleep well and enjoy your day.

<3